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I need help asap. I'm a 43 yr old divorced for 4 years after a 22 year abusive marriage and am now with some one thatr drinks constantly and does many drugs. I do no not do these things and cannot stand it any longer. I am waiting for a hearing for SSI but my attorney says it will be a few months before it gets resolved. I cannot work and my children are no longer under the age of 18 so I cannot get help from the state. I suffer from agoraphobia, severe depression and severe anxiety and panic attacks. I am homebound most of the time because of the agoraphobia. I am getting treatment but it is going very slowly.  I live in his apartment with him and i feel i will never get we;ll if i cant get out of here and away from him. i cant even get utilities in my name because i got them here at first in my name and they were disconnected because he didnt pay them as he promised. so i am like a prisoner here and feel very suicidal most of the time. i need to be able to get my own place for my own health and safety but do not have the means or any family to help so have begun to check online. please i would greatly appreciate any advice or help that would be offered. thank you so much.